lost soul

have been feeling lost ever since u broke the news,
was in fact looking forward to it,
looking forward to my new lease of life,
tot tat all the little secrets hidden at the far corner of my heart,
can then be forever kept away,
but i don't noe why my heart ache so much,
as the day gets closer,
it is the biggest day of your life,
but the saddest one for me...