rodolfo

the ebbing sea, pounding waves, starry starry night, and the occasional shooting star, standing here alone...

Monday, September 27, 2004

Creator
The Creator
Your Jobs: You need a job where you can put your
creative resources to good use. You can be a
teacher , manager, counselor, spiritual leader,
journalist, or designer.
Love:You need someone who can accept your moodiness and
learn to deal. You cannot have someone who will
constantly put you down, order you around, or
ignore you. You need a listener who cares about
your rapidly changing feelings. You may set
your standards too high.Your dream guy= Spike from Buffy the Vampire SlayerYour dream girl= Rinoa from Final Fantasy 8, Alyssa
from Chasing Amy
Most Likely...You most likely...Are a Gemini, Cancer, or TaurusLike arty movies and dramasDont play any sportsHave two sides to youLike movies that make you thinkFollow a religion
Best Friends: Dreamers, Social ButterfliesLove Interests:Dreamers and other CreatorsEnemies:Villians and Kings

Sunday, September 26, 2004

Julian n Sonia

It was a fresh new term n julian was sipping cofi wif his usual group of mongers. gossiping n ogling at the constant flow of beauties in out of arts canteen. being the weird man as he is, he suddenly caught sight of a nice colorful bag. the design which i hv 4gotten but which he'l always hv fond memories of. coz it is the bag which'l lead him to his fantasy n which is more popularly known as the Mambo bag.

the mambo bag seems 2 hv a special magic cast on it n julian seems bewildered. he stared hard n long at the mambo bag n when he decided 2 hv a glimpse of the owner, she was already walking down the stairs leading 2 biz-ad. although wat he saw was a short glimpse of her back view, it nevertheless left an impression so lasting tat till date, he can still recount vividly when he 1st laid his eyes on her...albeit only from behind...

i tot i was always living in a world of my own
wif my own persepctive n outlook of life
n when it comes 2 the criterion in choosing the 1 i like
it seems even more like out of tis world
things nvr seems perfect 2 me
least mentioning the gals tat i'v seen so far
but today, it seems like some1 has given a tight slap on my face
tat i'v awoken, seeing such a miracle in u in reality
finally, i can reconcile my fantasy in reality
tat my relentless pursit 4 tat perfect some1 has but realised in u
i'v always questioned the meaning of life
but nw i'v found the ans in u...


it was a reali gd nite 4 julian tat day. in fact, he had his sweetest dream to date about tis mysterious gal. he made many attempts 2 hv a look at her face but always to no avail. finally, as if his deep cry inside was heard by the mambo gal, she turned n flashed a smile at him. a smile indeed, his ideal oval-shaped face, her beaming eyes, but 2 his huge dissapointment, the rest were mosaic covered. as if decoded by a computer software, bits n pieces of the mosaic were slowly but surely removed. the full view of her face was within sight by now, but alas, he was awoken by a loud bang on the door. "JULIAN, u'r very late 4 lesson!!!", yelled his mother.

it is so surreal, having almost seen u,
the perfect lady from creation,
the perfect creation of a lady...


Friday, September 24, 2004

OMG!

Omigod! She sounds so good even though she's having a bad throat!!!
sad tat she's nt feeling too well,
n i'll b damn busy 4 the whole day,
if nt i could hv bought her some herbal tea or watever...
but heehee, at least she called...

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

It was a fresh new term n julian was sipping cofi wif his usual group of mongers. gossiping n ogling at the constant flow of beauties in out of arts canteen. being the weird man as he is, he suddenly caught sight of a nice colorful bag. the design which i hv 4gotten but which he'l always hv fond memories of. coz it is the bag which'l lead him to his fantasy n which is more popularly known as the Mambo bag.


Saturday, September 18, 2004

Julian n Sonia

This is a love story about my good fren julian n tis certain gal sonia.
i dun noe whether it's gonna b a lovely, beautiful story or otherwise coz it
started abt 6 years ago but things hv nt reali blossomed yet...

Thursday, September 16, 2004

bloated

help! my eyes r getting smaller!!!
dun noe y, my eyes r reali getting smaller!
prob the shape is still the same,
but there r more 'obstruction' to my eyes ;(
y? the onli obstruction cld be eyelashes but it's still reasonably short.
well, the onli reason left is my face is getting bloated!
yes, bloated unevenly.
features r still the same,
except tat fats r not only gaining territorial advantage,
but also increasing in numbers!
well, watever u call it,
ounces of fat or slab of fat,
nw my eyes definitely look so much smaller,
wifout a clear eyes view,
i'm afraid i'l hv a narrow perception,
yeah, gotta do something abt it soon...

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Lovely quotes (yet again!)

1. The greatest challenge in our life is to find someone who knows our flaws and differences and yet still willingly embraces you with so much love.

2. If time never stands still, I'll never leave your side. It may be too hard for me at times that you will not see me; but in my heart, you'll always be found.

3. The spaces between our fingers were created so that another person's fingers could fill them in.

4. There are so many stars in the sky but only some are radiant enough to catch your attention. Among those that you chose to ignore is that one star which is willing to continue shining for you, even if your glance remains elsewhere.

5. When you love, it is not for you to be understood but for you to understand; not for you to take but for you to be taken; to listen not to dictate; to sacrifice and not to demand; not to count or measure but to love.

Monday, September 13, 2004

Relationships

To my frens whom r encountering some sort of problem in their relationship...try as hard as you can 2 salvage something if u find it's worthwhile, but if in the end things don't work out well or seems like a lost cause, thn learn hw to let go...


To My Friends Who Are........... SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts,
but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............ NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person."
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY / GIRL TYPE

Never say "I love you" if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruellest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love with him
when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............ MARRIED

Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry";
not "where are you', but "I'm right here";
not "how could you", but "I understand";
not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."

To My Friends Who Are............ ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together
but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............ HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............ NAIVE

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............ POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............ AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............ STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone andfall in love
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be
and that you have wasted years or tons of love on someone who wasn't worth it.
If he isn't worth it now, he's not going to be worth in a year or 10 years from now.
Let it go.....

Thursday, September 09, 2004

Choose the right path

Ready or not, some day it will all come to an end.
There will be no more sunrises, no days, no hours or minutes.
All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass to someone else.
Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance.
It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed.
Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies will finally disappear.
So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will all expire.
The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away.
It won't matter where you came from, or on what side of the tracks you lived.
It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant.
Your gender, skin color, ethnicity will be irrelevant.
So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured?
What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built; not what you got, but what you gave.
What will matter is not your success, but your significance.
What will matter is not what you learned, but what you taught.
What will matter is every act of integrity, compassion, courage and sacrifice that enriched, empowered or encouraged others to emulate your example.
What will matter is not your competence, but your character.
What will matter is not how many people you knew, but how many will feel a lasting loss when you're gone.
What will matter is not your memories, but the memories of those who loved you.
What will matter is how long you will be remembered, by whom and for what.
Living a life that matters doesn't happen by accident.
It's not a matter of circumstance but of choice.
Choose to live a life that matters.


Thanx joo, nw i'm working hard, real hard, so tat next time when i come across a cheesecake i wld reali like to hv, i can afford to hv...

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

angelic

i'm a grown up man n i can't say i luv some1 juz by a mere miting,
i'm also matured enuf nt 2 say some1 is perfect juz by a few exchange of words,
n no, i'l nt die 4 tat some1 juz bcoz i'm willing to.
but i can say i'm very much infatuated,
wif her sweetie unassuming character,
i cld spend the whole day dreaming after hearing her angelic voice,
i may even wither away slowly, lying there doing nothing but wif tots of her.
nw thn i can understand y the song goes...killing me softly wif her voice...

Saturday, September 04, 2004

chilled

Cosy bay is nt the place it used 2b,
gone r those rowdy crowds and the occasional hostile stare.
prob. it has become less popular, but it is in fact a blessing
4 pple who juz wanna find a nice n quiet plc 2 chill out.
sitting atop the spiral 'beacon', the gust of breezy wind
will simply blow away the wik's frustration,
nt forgetting the splendid nite view,
a sight to behold esp. wif some1 special by your side.
although i do nt hv tis priviledge, i still hv a group of wonderful fren,
sharing the wik's nitty gritty, n toking c__k abt everything else.
been quite a while since some1 jio me to 'bottom's up',
n 2 tink tat it's a young gal doing so,
worst still, she had the cheek 2 make sure i finished my drink b4 she's even willing 2 drink!
Hmm, prob. i've finally found my match...
but wat a way to wind up the wik,
when things reali got a wee bit hectic n frustrating,
well, i'm still strong,
i can still hold on,
but seriously, i dun noe hw long...
anway, juz went 2 sims drive mkt 2 try out the famed fish head bee hoon,
but alas, the stall is closed...
hmmm, things getting a bit interesting here...

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Lovely quotes

ahem, in the mood 4 luv...tat is, in my dreamland...

1. Love can make you happy although often times it hurts. But love is only special if you give it to which it's worth.

2. To love is like playing the piano. First, you play by the rules. Then, you must forget the rules and play from the heart.

3. What If someone tells you this: I don't believe in courtship.It's just a waste of time. If I love the person, i'll tell her right away. But for you I will make an exception...just love me now and i'll court you forever...

4. Of all the words of tongue and pen, these are the saddest:"It could have been...

5. When all the wishes in your heart, all the dreams you've ever had,and all the things you've always hoped for soared into the sky and were reflected in someone else's eyes; then you've found your destiny..."

6. It's always better to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge.

7. You never lose in loving. You only lose in holding back.


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